man, i hope this post isnt gonna turn into another emo one =/
sigh but i keep thinking about stuffs.
chances are i know you wont be reading this
cos just now was probably the last time you'll be coming online
till you come back
so, yeah.




im really gonna miss you this time.
that three days and i was already like
lkhfkjnkshdiuqowhrowihe.
now its like.. another eight?
oh gosh.
and now you'll be even further away.
thats sad.



oh well,
have a safe trip alright.
and have fun over there.
while i happily suffer here lol.
i'll be thinking of you! (dont come and 'like real laaa nat me' okay)
cos i. am. serious.
hahaha.
SERIOUS I SAID.
yeah, serious.




K BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING,
it wont be the same without you here.
betcha know that already yeah.
i hope you'll have a good trip.
and that you'll be safe and protected.
i mean every little thing i say, okay?
from the heart.




so i guess its goodbye.
make full use of your time there haha.
and enjoy yourself! ( im sure you will)
i'll miss you so.
take care, you.




i'll listen to songs that'll remind me of you
i'll go to places that'll remind me of you
i'll do anything,
just to be reminded of you.




how you put a smile to my face every other time,
its something i cant even put into words
a feeling so unexplainable
so, thank you(=





i cant explain what its like
not knowing if i'll ever cross your mind.




you'll always be with me
although you're so far away*




bye. i'll miss you=/